Wooo! I is always da wolf uh huh uh huh. XD

So... I have a job. Yep. Finally obtained me first one. Aaaaand... of course there is hate involved... but I am also rather glad and yeah sometimes its er... not so sucky... ish... x_x *cough* 

I won't outright say what it is I do. Basically I walk around and sell stuff, do a little maintenance here and there, etc, etc. Oh yes, and the customers... Sometimes I wanna wring their little necks. :D Where I work, the clientele has a somewhat big slice of the percentage pie that is dirty and sleezy and pervy. I'M NOT A HOOTER GIRL!!! 

...


*twitch* 

*coughcough* sorry.

Anyway.

Yes, I get hit on by too many pervy old guys. "Old" is like OVER forty. Shite. Shite... Shite. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! I'd love to just throttle them. Big time. Yes. Ahh, that'd be nice. You've guessed that where I work alcohol is on the menu, right? Yeeeeeah, I suppose THAT has something to do with it. Bah. Oh well, it's gettin me monies tho. Probably like early next year I'll make my transfer over to a different position in the place. A position that deals LESS with the pervy old dudes. Well. Actually... Meh, I'd be safe inside a little cashier area at the very least. Gawd I gotta, GOTTA start finishing some o' my stories.

That's the update on my life and what has left me absent from the internet lately. Oh, life is sweat sweet.

*****SPOILER ALERT*****






Zutarian's all over are laughing their arses off. It's true. Thank you Bryke for consoling us in our darkest hour. You'll see this quote everywhere and anywhere but srsly:

Aw, I finished Crisis Core the other day... Sooooo HEARTBREAKING!!!!!! *sniffles* Being that I've mostly kept up with the FFVII series--minus Before Crisis and the novellas (I know, me, aspiring writer, hasn't even bothered to read the novellas!?)--I knew how the game was going to end but still my eyes just welled up and I was thinking "no, not yet! It can't end yet!" I have to say... I think I actually like Zack more than Cloud... GASP! Not that I don't like Cloud, it's just that I've seen a lot of "emo" lately and Zack... well, Zack wasn't emo. I can't tell you how refreshing that was to me, lol. Seriously, I mean there's only so much emo a pessimist can take!! Don't get me wrong, I still love a few of the dark-eyed, brooding lovelies. ;)

Anyway, I'm in the midst of reading through my novel for the first time... sort of... Okaaay, so I'm not exactly going word by word or chapter by chapter... in order... yet. Gah! I just can't help it! I can't help jumping around because I remember a weak spot here or a rough spot there or oh! I just got an idea of how to improve THAT scene and I just end. Up. All. OVER. THE PLACE! But... on a brighter note, I don't think I'm so afraid of rewriting the ending and beginning thanks to some books I bought. I was delightfully suprised to be enlightened by those books... That's not to say I think they're the tickets to my success but... you know, every little bit helps, especially for a beginner. T.T

Now I must go off and mourn the end of Crisis Core somemore. Ciao!

Boredom has struck oh so mightily. And I am extremely sad because I can't seem to find ANY inspiration for ANY of my dozens of stories. Dammit, indeed I am frustrated. My first novel could honestly be finished in three days because I have eliminated plenty of gaps since the last I complained of not finishing the thing. T.T Ah, tis bittersweet having such a broad imagination... *Demon-on-the-shoulder rolling her eyes*

Well, most of my frustration is from not being hired for some petty job yet. I've never been employed in my life. Not even as a paper girl or some other teen job. I blame the locale of my home. Not having a job at my age just seems ominous to me. Yes, "ominous". The deeply pessimistic part of me, "Demon-on-the-shoulder", tells me if I haven't gotten a job by now after ten applications for five different jobs at three different places then I will forever be coasting along like a leaf on this river to nowhere. *gloom*

And GAWD, I STILL don't have a freakin driver's license!!! >.<


~End of rant

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Heh, heh, y'know I was almost certain I'd get Catwoman. She was my super-heroine/villian idol as a kid after all. I even dressed as her for Halloween when I was around ten. Oh... er, don't fret. The costume was totally kittified. Ha. Get it?

Phew... so I'm still procrastinating when I'm damned near finished with my first novel. I don't know why but everytime I open a chapter that's missing a few paragraphs, I just can't put anything in. My fingertips just sit on the keyboard and my mind's just toiling to come up with one freaking word. Seems like the first couple of words are always the hardest to write when you're faced with a blank page or blank space. Well. That's how it is in my case anyway. Perhaps on a subconscious level I'm dreading the first full read through. What if the plot totally sucks and I have to re-write the entire thing!? What if there's no plot at all! Although, clearly it may be easier to deal with if it were the latter... I'm not all too worried about my prose because I can see an improvement from year-old writings, and I'm generally really seeing the flaws and flat writing as opposed to when I was blind to such things. Another thing that's keeping me from finishing is that obnoxious need to perfect a single scene or certain thing before getting to the stuff that should be at the front of the queue. Blah.

In the mean time I've been working on a fanfic. (Yeah... Is that a deceptive form of procrastination or is it a healthy exercise?) It's a Zutara, and I want to get it out in its entirety before the next season begins... which turns out to be next month! I want to make it ten chapters long, and I've been actually getting through the chapters fairly quickly. I'm going to finish writing it all before I start posting. That way I won't end up with more unfinished projects on my hand... Well. At my feet I should say. My creative floor is sadly cluttered, lol.

Okay, that's all for now. I just needed to warm up my fingers, heehee!

Kakashi/Kurenai, Kakakure

I didn't immediately take to any Naruto pairings right off the bat, with maybe the exception of NaruSaku (yeah, that's right!), but after learning more about Kurenai, I liked the idea of her being Kakashi's lady! I could probably go on at an absurd length about what's great about Kakashi Sensei -- he's just an all around fun character -- and after watching her scenes, Kurenai just seemed to have those certain characteristics that would go great with Kakashi.

Ah, but I know, Kurenai and Asuma is basically... "canon"... *cough* *gag* *headdesk* ...Uhg... there. I said it. I only found out that very recently (couple days ago, actually). At first I pouted, and then the optimism kicked in after a shot of wholesome frappachino. Me: "Bah, so what! I'm still gonna support this couple no matter what! Yeah, yeah, there's always ways to weave around the canon! And if not... there's always AU! YAY!"

I haven't actually written any Kakakure... yet. But I'll be getting around to some soon, especially since the Kakakure fanbase is so small. That's only further motivation for me to contribute.

[More on this later...]

Alright, because I've been struggling with that recurring virus called "writer's block", I'm thinking that posting a few entries on stuff I like to write about might help. You're probably going to hear mostly about my fav pairings in fanfiction, heheh, so... brace yourself. First up...

Jin/Julia, Julin, Jilia (I made that one up, ha)
This is the first romantic pairing I ever, EVER liked, as far as I remember. It was when Tekken 3 came out, and I was starting to really get into the Playstation after my big brother introduced it to me. I immediately took to Julia and Jin, they became my fav characters to play with, and then I guess I started thinking something like "aww, they'd look so cute together!" I think my first ever fanart was a drawing of them as a couple too (unless Sailor Moon had come out before then... I don't think it did).

So, yeah, this pairing will always hold a special place in my heart. That's why I've really enjoyed writing stories around them. However, I seem to have preeety bad timing. Plus I hit a big writer's block that pushed me out of fanfiction writing altogether and I abandoned a story that was actually getting reviewed. You can imagine (and maybe even know) that after a long hiatus, how cold your reviewers shoulders get when you finally decide to come back. *sigh* And in addition to that, Tekken fanfiction doesn't see a lot of traffic in between game releases. I'm hoping that when the next installment is closer to release, the fans will come back... even IF they are flamers! My fanfics are so lonely... -.-

Alright enough on that. Onto the actual ideas I've had. Here's a list of the stories I've uploaded to fanfiction.net:

- The Soul Within (12 chaps), an ongoing story reliant on the romantic relationship between Jin and Julia. Since coming back, though, I've tried to focus more on a plot.

- Virgin Eyes (oneshot/ficlet), currently a oneshot but I'd like to expand on it if I can muster enough creativity, but I'm probably running out of time... This fic is one example of my new and, hopefully, improved writing style. Believe it or not I was inspired while listening to Cake's cover of I Will Survive. Yeah, lately for fanfics music has been very helpful.

I've also posted a couple of previews on my msn space, but I don't feel like writing about them now so... check out the links to the left if you're interested!

In my fanfic files I've got one full-length story, but I'm in the undecided stage of things (don't know if I want to work on it or not). And I have a couple more oneshots that follow the style of Virgin Eyes. One in particular I'm quite proud of at the moment, but it's not finished.

So, as for the future of Jin/Julia-ness, I'll definitely be posting some more to add to this lovely couple's archives. Stay tuned!

I just finished reading it! Yeah, two days... I had the time. *nervous laugh* I guess after finishing it I was so... overwhelmed, I'm pretty sure is the word. No more Harry Potter books! It's so shocking, so sad, so... And yet, I know it would be sorta pointless to prolong the inevitable (just look what it did to the Star Wars episodes--maybe even Star Wars, period). Anyway, I have to admit through most of the book I was like Snape! Snape! Where is Snape! Ahh! That had to be Snape! Pretty obvious who my fav Harry Potter character is; and has been from the beginning (my beginning was the Chamber of Secrets movie, heheh). I won't give nothing away, although you would have to be dead not be reading it RIGHT NOW or not to have finished it! kidding, kidding. I just didn't know what to do after closing the book. It was that hard to believe it was over, lol. Let's see a few random thoughts while/after reading:

- Eww, Rita Skeeter... but GASP Dumbledore's history?

- Hmm... they suuure have been doing nothing for weeks on end.

- Ron! How could you!?

- Harry's going bad... I can see the snake eyes already...

- Noooo, Dobbieeee!!! Why!?

- Dumbledore = EVIL?

- *cries* I love Snape more than ever!

- Yay! Ding-dong, the witch is dead, the witch is--AHH! He's ALIVE!

- It's over? *pouts*

Yeaaaah. Now my neck is kinda stiff from reading in bed all day. Bleh, I need new pillows.

Ye might see a follow up. My mind is goop now. -.-